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Long corridors
stretch out before me in unrelenting purity of design. That low hum, just
audible, resonates. We head to a room where we can all discuss and decide
on whatever action to take next. I am a leader. It is against my will. I
only wished to survive. I only ever wished to return to Earth yet..that
place is hostile.
Behind me feet land heavily upon the floor as Wheeler steps from a transportation
tube. My senses are quicker than before. He steps toward me, Reed and
I have said nothing to each other on this long walk.
"The others are on their way..we just have to truss up Brice first,"
the Sub-man smiles wickedly at the very thought.
Wheeler is a big guy. His artificial arm moves in conjunction with every
step, as though it was part of his body. Usually the U.F limbs are good
and can enable a soldier to return to battle; to conduct his life as before.
Yet from veterans I've seen, there is still a mechanicalness about them.
Even the Sub-man's arm must have been tampered with by those aliens, in
the same way they messed with our heads.
He scratches his nose with a metal digit, noticing me regarding his appendage,
"good job eh? I should have asked for one in a different colour."
We walk to the conference room. It hadn't existed before- the computer
has fashioned it to our requirements. This vessel, apparently, is like
a massive tube of clay, inside the spaces can be filled or extended, outer
hull unaffected.
Eventually we reach a single door. None of us speak. A light blue set
back in the curved white wall. It opens before us, shirking back like
the action of a sea creature. Wheeler offers me to enter first (Reed isn't
bothered). The Sub-man acts like a gentleman, completely out of character
for his kind.
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"Gentlemen...gentlemen..GENTLEMEN!" The hubbub pauses for a
moment.
Irons starts speaking again, "I don' t see the point of having to
retreat when we've got more fire power than the whole United Forces put
together! I mean, come on..'
He goes on and on about his disapproval of my decision to withdraw, whilst
at the same time (same flow) Dobrovowski argues the point that we should
have stayed closer and worked it out from there. The Slyth sleeps, letting
out the occasional bizarre sighing noise. Lieutenant Chee tries to get
one person talking at a time, failing miserably.
I sit back and watch the scene before me. Reed whispers in my ear, "this
lot couldn't get themselves organized to fight a school outing, let alone
take on the fucking U.F."
I nod in agreement finding my mind forming a plan, regardless of their
driveling patter; most of it a knee-jerk reaction anyway. For the moment
it is logical to not allow myself to be pulled into their anxieties, I
am somewhat separated from the group in a way- I would like to account
it to arrogance, I do not feel superior, and some of them are more adequate
to lead than I; also better soldiers, it is sheer luck that I alone can
communicate with the vessel.
Someone addresses me, demanding to know why we orbit Pulsar II. I remain
blank faced, closing my eyes. The plan rises to my mind again, based upon
information I have gained from this unique vessel- more data is needed
to make it sink into these men, the fact that this ship can do more than
our imaginations could possibly ever allow. I must assess properly, digest
that which I have been put into.
"We can't just leave..Christ we've all got families there? You have
as well....what the fuck's the matter with you?!" Irons voice is
aggressive and with due reasons, some of them are beginning to get locked
within his ranting.
"And what are you going to do? You're the captain now?" Dobrovowski
chirps up, mutterings of 'yeah' and 'that's right!' chorus about the room.
"SILENCE!!" I open my eyes and bellow, waking the slumbering
Slyth. He blinks at me sat at a forty-five degree angle, his long tongue
lashes about its upper lip, then across small triangles of pointed teeth.
Everyone is quiet.
I stand up surveying the faces looking at me, allowing a long deliberate
pause to settle them, to prepare my words.
"Many unusual and unexplainable events have taken us all off guard.
We have lost three years of our lives through drifting and being manipulated
by the void that Man foolishly first wished to subdue, to conquer; yet
as always never managing to control it, like everything humans have ever
been involved in- some stupidly thinking themselves more powerful. We
are small beings, a blip on the grand scale of everything.
"Through the experiences we have all been in with those....aliens;
the mind games they played, the hallucinatory nature of their probing
into us. The ease with which they performed those experiments, the complete
control they had over us
..doesn't that tell you all something about
the frailty of our weak and mortal selves?
"I know the United Forces are flesh and bone as we, but it is their
number, their sheer magnitude to consider. It is impossible to go against
such an organization, especially being so keyed to war activity. Their
response, the vessels alone defending Earth, do not suggest some peacetime
situ' but a state of war. They left us out there to die with the others.
We were all U.F but now
we are the enemy.
"We cannot go into such a force who are prepared for attack. Even
though we have advanced technology at our fingertips. Why not learn to
use that fully? With accomplished deliberation? With forethought?
"Your families may be in danger. They may even already be dead..one
cannot tell until more data has been gathered. We have the ability to
locate every one of them. We have the ability to rescue them or to make
contact. But first it is imperative to assess and gather in all that we
know and...most importantly of all....for us to work as a team and too
find out everything possible about this vessel. From the information given
to us by the computer, it is evident the U.F are no longer the same- you
have all had an opportunity to examine the data. They are fascistic force,
a totalitarian doctrine.
"This is yet again a situation in which once more we will have to
do battle. To war with what were once comrades. Perhaps we should not?
Remember..we are all officially dead."
My last appeal falls on dumbfounded faces- the possibility of retreat
unwelcome. I know this is not what they want but at least I now have their
attention. Individually I pan around and single out each person/alien
to my sentences;
Reed is to the left of me. Experience wise etched, even in his hands.
A short bloke but with strength which probably far outweighs the guise
which he holds- an unlikely ally for me as he supports my thinking.
Private Irons listens and I can see him gradually calming, coming to
my line of thought which is only logic, my proposal is to retreat but
only under the assumption to gather our resources, plan, not go in half-cocked,
think tactically about the enemy. My words continue and I watch his face
as he takes it in.
Private Lee brings his slender hands together in a praying like motion
as I turn to him. A thoughtful man.
Lieutenant Chee, well built frame. His gait obviously betrays power that
has been gained through some martial arts training. A quiet person, calculative.
Possibly too much seriousness in the oriental descendant.
I talk on, now asking them to list their credits in battle, their skills:
both martial and anything which may contribute to our situation. I start
first and deliberately 'play down' my own record, making a point to show
how 'green' I am. My new language comes from sources in me that I never
knew I had.
Private Dobrovowski is a tall ragged man. He has a thick mop top of curly
hair and a large nose but a certain gangly wariness. Chris could be useful,
especially since he has sniper training.
The Slyth is like any other in appearance. He seems to be on our side
for the moment but for how long? Trust does not enter here, necessity
demands we stick together, even the he knows that.
They ask me questions. I can think and answer their queries at the same
time. This ability is yet another new talent that I have not been aware
of until the situation presented itself for me to use it. It is odd, not
disturbing.
"So what if I were to have you killed by this vessel?" I direct
my question at Dobrovowski.
"It doesn't rnatter. How do we know you won't?" His answer
is deliberately antagonistic.
"You will have to trust me Mr. Dobrovowski. I do not wish to kill
anyone, you know what the U.F are now."
His scoffs at this, though I have begun to win over the group, the facts
out-weighing emotions: are beloved Untied Forces akin to some Nazi war
machine.
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